O HAI

petite_dame @ 2008-03-22T11:50:00

2008-03-22T15:54:59Z

my tattoo, which i got yesterday. morning glory and swallow :) i love it.

petite_dame @ 2007-06-03T19:10:00

2007-06-03T23:10:51Z

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING FUN

NOT A FUCKING MATH PACKET

LKJHGFDS!

petite_dame @ 2007-03-18T12:50:00

2007-03-18T16:52:59Z

oh man oh man oh man what am i going to do?

who knows. i'm going to open my windows, drink diet coke, and not do my homework. that will make things better :)

i sort of just had the realization this morning while pretending to be asleep that we will all spend our lives looking for the things that will make us happy, when we could just make a decision to be happy right this minute and we wouldn't have to look anymore. but you know, we won't.
lalalalalalala.
i hope my hair grows back soon. and that i brought home enough stuff to do my english homework.

petite_dame @ 2007-01-30T13:02:00

2007-01-30T18:47:27Z

Places I need to go before I die:

1. Bhutan- Jakar, Punakha, Thimpu
2. Brazil- Rainforest
3. Brunei- The Water Villiage
4. Cyprus
5. Djibouti
6. Ethiopia
7. France
8. Gabon
9. Gibraltar
10. Grenada
11. Guam
12. Guatemala
13. India-Every single inch of India.
14. Indonesia
15. Ireland
16. Ivory Coast
17. Jamaica
18. Japan
19. Jordan
20. Kenya
21. Kiribati
22. Madagascar
23. Malawi
24. Malaysia
25. Mali
26. Malta
27. Nepal
28. Netherlands
29. Oman
30. Panama
31. Paraguay
32. Peru
33. Philippines
34. Senegal
35. Singapore
36. Spain
37. Taiwan
38. Tanzania
39. Thailand
40. The United States of America
41. Vatican City
42. Venezuela- Angel Falls
43. Vietnam
44. Western Sahara
45. Zaire
46. Zambia
47. Zimbabwe

Wanna Come?

petite_dame @ 2007-01-29T19:37:00

2007-01-30T00:39:06Z

You're a Lion!
Wherever your particular jungle might be, you are considered king or queen. With a noble yet relaxed air, you are able to control those around you by implied threat of force. There are those that would attempt to tame you, or even call you yellow, but you know that you're far too bold for that. You've often been seen hanging out on the steps of public libraries. Your favorite US state is Maine.
Take the Animal Quiz at the Blue Pyramid.

petite_dame @ 2007-01-27T20:34:00

2007-01-28T01:37:53Z

omg i make dumb faces
checkk the hurr though :D
i love love love it. I'm glad i went for the whole thing

petite_dame @ 2006-12-28T22:03:00

2006-12-29T03:04:15Z

Maybe I'm crazy

but I honestly think I have depression, and possibly an anxiety disorder.

petite_dame @ 2006-12-06T16:24:00

2006-12-06T21:24:04Z

i was sick AGAIN today

i need to start taking vitamins

aaaahg headpainz.

petite_dame @ 2006-12-05T17:27:00

2006-12-05T22:27:18Z

Don't ever let me feel like it was the wrong thing to do.

petite_dame @ 2006-11-23T11:43:00

2006-11-23T16:43:31Z

happy thanksgiving eerrrybody!

petite_dame @ 2006-11-18T15:36:00

2006-11-18T20:36:54Z

Blahlalala. I have nothing to do.

Dumb Laura has disappeared into the abyss and no one knows where she is. *SIGH* How typical.

Last night was fun though. I got new bright red ferocious sexy goddess lipstick, and radical blue eyeliner. Best part is, they were free :)
So. I have nothing to talk about. My life is boring.
I'm going to go make hot chocolate and wait for someone to call me back.

petite_dame @ 2006-11-16T17:35:00

2006-11-16T22:35:47Z

I am incredibly sick of this.

I'm going to ask my mom to make me a hair appointment tomorrow. I think i'm going to dye it blonde. DON"T SCREAM IN HORROR! I think it'll look good. I'll just be really mad if I spend like, $200 and it looks really bad. But I trust Shelly. Oh and it's not going to be

"I go to Towson, therefore my hair is [badly] dyed blonde."

It's going to be

"I got stuck in the 40s/50s and somehow it doesn't look bad!"

BUT. Don't laugh. I kind of want to put blue or pink or purple in it too. But I think i'll just let it be blonde for a while.

HAH. Watch my mom be like,

"Eh, I don't feel like paying for it anymore."

In which case I do have a backup plan. Which you can make fun of me for. Black. Yes, me, with black hair. I have black eyebrows, so close enough. Oh and in case you're wondering, there is a reason that if I have to dye my hair myself it's going to be black. One Word: ORANGE. That is the color my hair would be if I tried to make it blonde on my own. And I don't want to go for that.

So anyways, this was useless so I appologize if you read the whole thing. Much like my pal Kathy, I feel the need for change.

petite_dame @ 2006-11-07T21:19:00

2006-11-08T02:19:57Z

my life has been incredibly happy lately!

actually no it hasn't
but i've been happy anyway except for a few spare emo moments aka dashboard parties in lauras car.
i don't know. i guess i just like life now :)

must be endorphins from working out, or something..

petite_dame @ 2006-10-21T21:15:00

2006-10-22T01:19:13Z

Tomorrow= Day entirely dedicated to homework. How fun.
Does anyone know what's going on at TU? They've been like african drumming for two days straight and it's starting to get annoying.

asdfghjkllllllll. I have to read now.

petite_dame @ 2006-10-20T13:24:00

2006-10-20T17:43:33Z

Sometimes, I don't know why I do what I do. This morning I put that ring back on just because I wanted to see if it still felt the same way. And you know what- it really did still feel the same. I don't know if that's good or bad, it seems like I never know anything anymore, I don't mean that literally because of course I know things, I just don't know anything about anyone, myself included. But we're too different, or so you said, because when I'm in college, still in the same prison I'm in now, you'll be tasting freedom and living your life the way you always wanted to. But remember when we were still the same? We weren't just the same, we were practically identical in logic and emotion, only you were always too careful to say that of course we weren't exactly the same, because no two people can be exactly the same, and supposedly I'm the one that was always doubting. Maybe I was, but so were you, and you can't deny that now because if you weren't always doubting me you wouldn't have been scared shitless when I talked about other boys, and of course you weren't jealous, you just thought you knew that some day I'd break your heart. And I did, so weren't you right to doubt? And when I knew all along that you were doubting, wasn't I right to be doubting it too? So the way I see it is that neither one of us ever was in the wrong, or we both were, but it didn't really matter because we were in it together.

Sorry, I know that was really gay but I've needed to say it for a while.
Oh yeah, and I never really updated about all of this shit with my dad. The therapist man told me that I had to choose whether or not I wanted to talk to my dad to try to "fix all this," and of course I think both he and my mom were expecting me to say that
I would love to try to make things better because it would be better for everyone.
But I don't, not one little bit, and I know that's mean of me but it's his own damn fault that he's as fucking sad as he is and it's not my responsibility to fix it. (Hah, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, I guess). So now of course my mom is convinced that I have depression or something because I don't really feel bad about all of this, so now I guess I get to keep seeing the therapist. Whatever, he's nice and sort of looks like an old man version of piglet.

Oh and I didn't really get in trouble for last night, which in case you were not there, was pretty much the most awesome time ever. I hope Laura didn't get into any trouble either.

petite_dame @ 2006-10-09T19:01:00

2006-10-09T23:02:57Z

What an asshole.

Oh well.

petite_dame @ 2006-09-27T11:40:00

2006-09-27T15:40:31Z

I have hives.
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petite_dame @ 2006-09-12T18:03:00

2006-09-12T22:07:07Z

I haven't updated in a really long time.
But I don't really hate Towson that much anymore, and I would like school if it wasn't for homework. Oh well.
I was sick today and I couldnt see Stevatooooooo. Lame.
Last night was uber cute..KC+JJ=AWH.
My birthday is on the 18th in case anyone was wonderinggggggg :D
Buy me a present or draw me a picture!
Hooray.

petite_dame @ 2006-08-28T18:06:00

2006-08-28T22:06:42Z

Today really reminded me why I hate Towson.

Damnit.

petite_dame @ 2006-08-26T20:26:00

2006-08-27T00:26:19Z

i dont update this anymore.
i have a cute haircut now.
and ps i dont want to go to school.

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well, maybe it won't be so bad.

petite_dame @ 2006-08-21T20:38:00

2006-08-22T00:40:21Z

I'm so lazy and bored.
Darn.

Buy me birthday presents because my family doesnt love me and theyre not going to.
Damnit.
DamnitDamnitDamnit.

I'm so materialistic it's gross.

petite_dame @ 2006-08-10T12:33:00

2006-08-10T16:34:32Z

Its soo nice & cloudy today, it's awesome.
I'm just going to chill out and read and stuff today, I think.
Hurray :D

Plus things are going a lot better right now, just in my life in general. I think I have some of the bigger problems figured out.
And i'm okay with not talking to my dad anymore. It was really hard at first, but i'm getting used to it and I know it's not my fault or anything that he's doing this, it's just some problem he has. I do miss my stepmom though.

PS. MY MOM MIGHT BUY A MINI. This makes me happy :D

petite_dame @ 2006-08-09T03:09:00

2006-08-09T07:09:44Z

I don't know what to do : /

I just have to let it chill for a while

petite_dame @ 2006-08-02T22:38:00

2006-08-03T02:38:14Z

I dont update this enough.
I never really do anything though so its okay.
My schedule kind of sucks.
Thats gay.

And i'm questioning so many things right now that I dont even know whats going on in my life.
Thats gay too.
Whatev.

petite_dame @ 2006-07-28T13:39:00

2006-07-28T17:39:31Z

I really hope it rains right now.
It looks like its going to,so yay.
Now i just need a lifetime movie or something to watch and it will all be good.
This week has the potential to be either really horrid or reeally relaxing.
Laura is in Canada. She sucks.

PS WHO THINKS WE SHOULD MOVE OWINGS MILLS TO BE RIGHT NEXT TO MY HOUSE?
I do.
I seriously can't wait for my owingsmillsapalooza. For those of you who don't know, I'm spending like, a lot of days at the homes of the asians. It shall be rediculously fun, as Stephen is like mad close to their neighborhood thingo, so I can see him a lot too :D which will make my life about 11 million times better. And there's just more to do in O Mills. Well, not really, theres like the same amount, It just is better because of Kdog and Jdog. OH and everything is within walking distance (even though so is towson but this is like, mad close).
Basically, YAY.